the flying squirrel

Darcy Casselman's weblog. Just like old times.

back again

I'm back. A fun weekend, but it accomplished nothing. My monkey even stopped eating and starved to death. Several times. Good riddance.

I found a book to read, finally. I bought it last week and started reading it on the train. I had heard that Neal Stephenson had vowed that The Big U would never be reprinted. This made me kind of sad because I like Neal Stephenson (although I havnen't yet managed to break page 50 of Cryptonomicon and I thought the ending of Diamond Age, when I finally got around to it, was supremely disappointing. I don't know why I wanted to read it so badly. I just did.

After I managed to find and read Kampus (It's back in print?! Bizarre.), I had a bit of a yen for dystopic, university-based morality plays. The Big U in large part reminds me of that book. The difference being that, while the characters in Kampus are more or less caricatures, I can honestly and truly relate to the characters in the Big U (nearly 100 pages in). I'm a little nervous about it, though. The Big U is hitting a little too close to home in spots. I point out one of those spots on one of my other pages. It's making me recall things I'd otherwise forgotten. It's probably good, then, that I didn't find it while I was at university, when I first went looking for it.

I'm not entirely sure why Neal Stephenson wanted The Big U buried. Maybe it was just a typical "everything I did before yesterday sucks" artist attitude. But maybe, and here I am egotistical enough to think he might have shared the same thought I've had for the last couple years, maybe some things are just meant to be left buried in the past. His reluctance might account for the $22.50 price tag. Whatever the reason, I'm glad to have the chance to read it.

easter weekend

I'm home for the long weekend. I had something of an adventure getting here, missing the bus to Toronto because of a power outage which caused me to miss my train. Being the holiday, my alternate trains were sold out, leaving one that left just before midnight (leaving me with ten hours to waste in downtown Toronto), or a first class seat on a 17:30. I went first class. (I have fun looking like a student but recklessly tossing money away. Not something I try to do often, but it's fun nonetheless). This is a complete waste of money if you don't drink, by the way. The meal they serve was okay, but certainly not worth the $60 premium. The (as far as I could tell) unlimited free booze might make up for it, though.

Today we went to Kingston to visit my sister, console her for having to study for finals and take her out to lunch. It was kind of fun. Afterwards, we took the Glenora Ferry over to Prince Edward County to have a look around craft shops and things. I stopped by this great little chocolatier in Bloomfield and, on a whim, picked up some chocolate covered candied ginger. Different, and quite good, I thought. My sister didn't like it much, though.

I love the County. I've gone there on camping trips and Sunday outings since before I can remember. It's got lots of folksy, rural charm, with farms everywhere and (increasingly touristy) small towns. A little frayed around the edges in spots, but I figure that adds to the charm, rather than detracting from it. Nature puts on a pretty good show too. It's just... nice.

Ah, home. It's just so comfortable coming back here. Too comfortable, probably. I don't feel like doing anything. Well, I can probably use the rest. I should do the rounds tomorrow, though—checking up on people and stuff. I'd really like to find out how some folks are doing. Maybe I should have made this stay longer. My mom's mad at me for going back Sunday. Through some miscommunication, she made plans for an Easter dinner out. I hate to disappointer her. My mother cares a great deal about holidays and special occasions. Special times set aside, when the world is supposed to be as near to perfect as it can be. She's not really tyrannical about it, but her disappointment is evident if things don't work out.

stupid lightning

The site was offline all day yesterday. I think some lightning non-fatally confused my router-thingy. I power cycled it this morning, but only after rebooting my machine and, thinking my ISP might be at fault, running a looping try-to-connect-dammit script overnight. In rebooting, I forgot that I hadn't set up some key servers to start up automatically, so things got a little fubarred around here.

Back to normal now, though.

Hm, the weather's been rather nice, so I haven't been extraordinarily driven to update lately. Ah, spring. Speaking of which, a little more spring music:

Spring, First Movement (Allegro), from Vivaldi's Four Seasons.

Don't worry. There's method to my madness.

I'm trying to look for a car at the moment. This is made difficult by my distaste for the whole car thing (nearly getting run over by one yesterday didn't help, however much it was my fault. Signal, damn you!). Those little suckers just inhale money, don't they? I'd really like to put this off for a couple years, but there's just too much stuff I'm missing out on for lack of wheels. I kinda wanted to go to the Elmira Maple Syrup Festival on Saturday (despite the rain), for example.

In other news, I found out today that the wedding ceremony for my best friend from high school will be family only, which is fine and everything, but it's starting to look like the only wedding in which I'm going to be part of the wedding party will be my own (knock wood). *sigh*